Last night was bible study and as usual I would be leading a small group. I went into it thinking "God help me show these guys somethin really special about you this week." Coming out of it, I do not think that 'I' showed them anything. I mean you could say that I did a terrible job leading. My mind was blank the whole time on what to say and what questions to ask. It was insane because going into it I was thinkin thoughts like "Oh I can do this. God has blessed me with wisdom to lead and ask the right questions." Then God rocked me, He borrowed my voice for about a half hour. I had tears in my eyes and an overflow of joy in my heart when I realized what it was that God was teaching me, He broke me, He humbled me, and He took away all of my doubts. Just like that!!! =) It's really hard to explain this and ecspecially all of the things I didn't mention that lead up to this. I hope that if you're reading this you can understand how great and masterful God is. That is after all what I am trying to say through all of this =)
If not then I guess it will just be me and God's little inside joke =P
Love you all!
-Kev
Kevin, this is such an awesome story. It's amazing how God can use situations like that to remind us that He is ultimately the one working & in charge. God uses us when we are obedent, but He not only teaches those we are with bur our very selves as well. That is so powerful and purposeful for you. The Lord is really wanting you to learn something profound. Trust it, imbrace it, & learn from it! Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteThanks Stef!! =) This is so so encouraging! =D
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