Week 3 + 4

Week 3 - Study

It is funny that during this week I accidentally lost my bible after my on campus bible study and felt completely depressed without being able to do my bible study at home for two days.  After I retrieved my bible I realized just how much I have come to depend on it.  Studying the bible is one of my favorite things to do now. I've never been much of a bible reader before but once I realized that reading the bible wasn't about knowing the most scriptures and stories, it was about learning and growing closer to God I immediately began to read my bible more.  Studying the Word has become an enormous part of my life and I don't think that I could ever live without it.  :)

Week 4 - Submission

Oh submission, it has always been a hard thing for me to do.  Again it goes back to a pride issue. I always try to take my life into my own hands and at the same time I would put God, and the idea of submission at the back of my mind. This has been the biggest problem for me recently because of two things, one my family is attempting to buy a house, and I've been stressing over the fact that I don't have a date for Prom (yes prom :/)

You see I'm fine with being single I have lots of friends to hang out with while at Prom, but because of the stressful process of buying a house I have been desperate to find something in my life that I can control, which led to me obsessing over finding a date for Prom.  

During that week I have just been forcing myself to let God work everything through and not worry about it.  Then I followed my de-stressingness to allowing myself to submit to Gods will for I don't want to go alone to Prom nor do I necessarily want to move, but there must be something that he wants me to focus on then so I've been trying to find out what that is.

I love you guys btw even though I haven't gotten to know you all very well! And I'm super excited for our Memorial weekend trip!!!!!!! :D