Submission to God and for God.

Hello Friends! =) 

My week has been amazing! God's showin up in everything! Yesterday I was blessed with the opportunity to be able to worship with my best friend Ray in front of our school. We were leading them you could say but I like to think we're just worshipping along side them and we happen to have mics =P But it was amazing! God really gave us His peace preparing it so that we could give Him glory. Another miracle is that I am sick and usually get nervous talking/singing in front of people. But the peace of God was with me and my voice was healed even if just for those moments =) God works often in the little things.

In regards to the devotional:
I am going to be completely honest here. I absolutely love the idea of submitting and my life being all for Christ. I fall in love with this and there is so much joy that I get from sharing Jesus with people and living for Him every day. I know this to be absolutely the truth. But, it is when I stop and think, this is when I get myself into groundless doubts and saying why? I say "but why am I doing this?" "do i do it for me and the joy that I get?" "what good am I to HIS kingdom and HIS plan." "If I did not share HIM then HE would have some other Christian do it."
-And it is not that I would rather live for myself. It just has to do with the why. And I know that I do not need to know the why and that Jesus says that blessed are those who believe without seeing.

-I have been trying to focus on humbling myself and being all for Jesus. But, I keep finding myself comparing myself to others. Wanting to be the one who speaks wisdom, the fun/ Godly Barny, the fun to be around guy.

-I do know the truth, and I am thankful for that. =) But I feel I need some guidance, or an eye opening expirience. Such as houseboats =D

Thanks to all of staff =) I love you all!
-Kev
God Bless!
lookin forward to Memorial day ;D