Study

Hey,

Okay. I don't know what this is, but all these meditations are lining up with what I'm going through during the week. Yeah, weird I know, it can only be Jesus. I've decided to start reading them at the beginning of the week with hopes that I'll have some knowledge of what Im going in to and maybe it wont be a struggle so much. However, that was not the case for last week, but will be for this upcoming week.

The meditation posed a very simple question, one in which I was trying to find a legitimate answer to: What are you studying?

To say the least, I wasn't studying the right thing. I spent too much time studying what was going wrong, instead of what was going right. Harping over unanswered prayers/questions instead celebrating/embracing those that were answered. Hanging on to no or not yet, instead of looking for yes.

Just like the answer said: You will discover the answer to your question is the object of your worship.

I was worshipping the wrong things, and in return it created fear, anxiety, doubt, and a whole array of emotions that I wouldn't have had to face had I been worshipping God.

With that being said, I am now learning (its a process) how to study the word of God and meditate on it, with meditation comes understanding, with understanding comes prayer. I now realize that this relationship with God comes with a lifestyle and Im learning how to adapt. I look forward to what is next.

Jessica James