Hi There :)
First of all... Happy Holy Week! I hope everyone had a wonderful Palm Sunday experience and that this week would be full of remembrance and blessings for you all!!
About meditation... I guess I had never heard meditation described as "emptying your mind". I have always understood meditation to be a form of extreme concentration or focus on a specific thing.
When I did yoga for the first time, they told us to meditate on self-healing. I basically spent the first ten minutes focusing on doing the poses correctly, and the rest of the time trying to focus on myself and what I needed to do to revive myself. It was exhausting! I finally let my mind wander and found myself reflecting on my morning and all the ways I had seen God working already that day. I prayed and wondered and talked with God instead of focusing on "self improvement" and felt SO much more revived than I had at the beginning. I decided I liked yoga! I also decided that meditation had a much different connotation in a yoga class than it does in our spiritual lives.
Meditation on the Lord brings a sense of unique and essential fulfillment that I often try to look for in other places (maybe like yoga? haha) This part of the devo got to me SO much..."Instead of drinking in His presence, I often substitute meditation on the Lord for activities that I think will refresh me fully: sleep, coffee, friends, no work, nature." I do this ALL the time. Sleep becomes quite the luxury (and necessity) in your freshman year of college. As does coffee. And a whole lot of other things I think I need to refresh myself fully. I'm always missing the reality that God is truly the way to full revival and contentment.
And yet, I think back on my day and remember that I had communion twice at different church services. At both services, I made a point to really eat and drink in remembrance of Jesus Christ and his sacrifice. I meditated for a good 3 minutes before I ate my juice- dipped pieces of bread, and God opened my eyes to a new way of taking communion. He revealed to me that Revelation 3:20 is 100% true ("Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.") I simply had to clear my mind and focus on His great love and sacrifice, just as He asked me to. I listened to His knock and received a full sense of humility and love being poured out on me as I meditated on His greatest act of love. I want to consciously do this before I partake in communion each time from now on, and meditate on Jesus' sacrifice and unfathomable love for His children. And this was so refreshing and JUST what I needed on this Palm Sunday. Praise be to God! Hosanna in the Highest!
Please pray for me this week as I make an effort to "Stop and Listen. Hear the voice and open the door. Meditate." I will be praying for this for all of you, as well.
Have a JOYOUS Holy Week, everyone!
Peace and Blessin's :)
Hannah
Hannah - thanks for the post! Happy Holy Week right back at ya! To spring board off your post I will be praying for you to stop and listen. To hear the knock on the door - to open the door and as the revelation verse continues....let him in to sit down and eat a feast with you! So often I think Jesus is busy bringing His Kingdom in doing, doing, doing and doesnt have time to sit down and eat and drink with me...well I am mistaken - His Kingdom comes in sitting down and eating and drinking with Him! So this week whenever we eat and drink...welcome the Kingdom Come in and through us in that moment!
ReplyDeleteHannah! I really appreciated your post! What a blessing to have that change of perception & approach to communion! It is amazing that when we calm our busy minds & think about Christ's love & sacrifice, he pours out the realization of what that truly means to us. Thanks for sharing that special moment!
ReplyDeleteI love what Reid wrote as well. What a great heart of our Lord that he desires to sit and eat with us personally! How great & special!
Thanks girl!
Thanks Stef :) And thank you, Reid, for affirming that truth for me! Just what I needed to hear today!
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